Good Riddance Friday

2 years ago today I came home from work to find a note on the table saying my marriage was over.

Good Friday or rather Good Riddance Friday.

Why does my heart still ache? Why has this whole week been a complete emotional landslide? Why does the thought of Easter dinner make me want to throw up?

Annoying

Things that annoy me:
one word texts
being ignored
limbo
guilt
tight pants
being emotional
rain
bad traffic
games
(there is more but I will stop now)

THE POINT IS.....

What I learn from these annoying things:
I am guilty of doing most of these things to other people
I need to stop doing them because it doesn't make people feel good
I need to be a better person and now I have a reference place to start.
I should probably move to somewhere it doesnt rain so much.
I should probably not eat a 1/2 bag of sunchips just because they taste delicious

This is me being annoying & obnoxious.

I'm Pretty Excited!!

I did 10 push ups today!!!!!!!!!!

(that is a "!" for every pushup)

I told my trainer I ate a half batch of no bake cookies this weekend and he responded with "drop and give me 10."
I told him I had never done push ups before. But I dropped anyway (mostly thinking I would prove myself a weakling again) and I did 10 push ups. I asked if I did them right (thinking he would say those were a pathetic excuse for push ups) and he said "surprisingly yes."

YAHOO!! I can do push ups. Another guy was watching me too (he was on the mat and I was just on the carpet next to the trainers desk) and he said he was impressed.

Someone was impressed with something I did at the gym!!

I feel pretty buff and amazing today. oh ya.

Santas Elf

WEDNESDAY
Anton and Mikey came over to move OUT my furniture. We also played the fun game of stuffing Anton into Little Red and took pictures. We ate pizza and made diet cake. i ate a lot of it. It was a great day.





MONDAY!!
Back home. Anton and his brother helped move my furniture back into the house. i dont wanted to move the other crap back in. so i haven't. i started painting my bedroom instead. i really dont want another project. but there you go . . . i got one anyway.... and its my own fault.

The latest

i think exciting things are going to happen very soon.

that is besides my refinished floors. although that is exciting.

tomorrow is the day. i have to move out for 3 days. but when i moved back in it will be new and clean. that is the perfect stage for the exciting things that are going to happen. i dont really want to bring all the crap back in. i think i will get rid of it all. that way i will never have to pack it up again.



now that is an exciting thought.

see? i knew exciting things were going to be happening.

I'm going to do it again.

i started today. again. no cookies, candy or dessert. 2 weeks. maybe more.

my body hates them. h.a.t.e.s. them.

my mouth, my eyes, and my brain LOVE them. but my body hates them.

so i will listen to my body.

my body wants so many things that i wont give it right now. i guess i will compromise my NOT GIVING IT what it DOESNT WANT.

ok. so its on. body vs. senses.

I dont mind

This is a cheerful little diddy. I like it.

do you?