
The other day I forgot to do something before I left for an appointment. When I got back I learned that people had had to scramble to get it figured out. My boss came in to explain the situation and I pointed to the plant that he had given me. I told him that the devil side of the plant had possessed me to leave without making sure things were in order. (He actually accepted that excuse.)
In similar theory, I have been thinking a lot about "the bigger person" vs. "the littler person". Just once I would like someone to tell me to remain immature and childish and that the other person should be "the bigger person." It never happens. I think it is my destiny to be "the bigger person." Sometimes this destiny makes me irritated. I like being immature and ridiculous dammit!
But then I picture my dad shaking his head in disappointment at me and then I feel embarrassed.
Sometimes I hate taking the step to be "the bigger person" but in the end I usually feel good and strong and, yes, even powerful. There really is power is being good.
Conclusion: I hope that the devil possessing half my plant is exorcised and that my plant lives a long and flourishing plant life.

2 comments:
I feel an Anne of Green Gables moment coming on ...
I totally understand the struggle. My least favorite words growing up (as the eldest child in the house and of two dozen cousins): "Set a good example." Still makes me flinch. And while I've only gotten sillier with age, I always regret moments when I give in and revel in the mud rather than take the higher road. Always.
BTW -- that's one incredible plant. I have one at work that I keep almost killing, and always gets resurrected. The last time, I had it almost dead but one vine of alive and I think the night janitorial staff took pity on it and nursed it back to life, and put it in the light while I was in Hawaii ... which meant it was out of my sight, and I almost killed it again. Well, I hope almost.
Hmmm ... I don't want to consider the symbolism of my plant ... ;)
I wish I could blame a work forgetfullness on it ...
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